I feel really full, not on chocolate but food. My 18 y/o is off to join the army in a couple of wks, he passed his physical with flying colours, he topped the class even. I am so proud. However we went out to celebrate last night, & now I feel like a pig. I've started the sabotage cycly again, the weight started finally coming off, & then staying the same, I haven't gotten on the scales, b/c not game too. My bloated tummy tells me all I need to know anyway.
Maybe I will try not to eat for a few days, only I know that won't help me either, I know the spiel inside out, why can't I just stick to it.
I get so frustrated with myself. Never mind, I haven't fallen off the wagon fully, I've just about stood up & dusted myself off, & getting ready to climb back on,
I wish everyone a safe & holy Easter.
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