kix's Notizen, 21 Aug 07

ok so i got a reminder today to write in my journal form my supastar weightloss buddy Chants.

yes i forgot:( naughty me.

so catch up time.

18/08
i spent most of the day getting the house in order so i think i burnt a few calories! that afternoon we had our friends over for tea - they all had banana muffins and u know what - I wasnt even tempted!! How amazing is that. i just had some lekker black coffee. it didnt even bug me that they were eating something nice and i wasnt. Gee i must be loveing the diet.

19/08
so we were supposed to go to Hever Castle but due to the lack of summer we are having in England that was cancelled:( So we went to the movies instead. i was adimint that i would not buy any sweets or popcorn while there and amazingly i stuck to it. i did sneak in some fruit of my own as you arent allowed to take any of your own food in anymore:( i didnt even notice the popcorn smell that normally hits you like a baseball bat and i wasnt bothered at all by my friend sitting next to me chomping on m&m's and Jelly tots. i was so proud of myself. i couldnt believe that i managed to do it. i am so bad at staying focused on something that i think i need a noddy badge for being so dedicated to eating plan.

20/8

yesterday went really well. i am still constantly amazed that i am not going off my diet - i normally can only stay on one for a day or two.

21/08

Ok last day before first weigh in! HELP!!! i am so nervous but so excited as well. i shall let you all know how it goes tomorrow. Hold thumbs for me please!!