jerrymiller's Notizen, 07 Jun 17

I'm loosing...and not in a good way.
there's no progress with the knee, sprained my ankle last thursday and it's sore ande swollen (on the the"goodside" too), can't seem to fight the 'need' fpor something sweet (grab that donut at the coffee place with my coffee on the late-to-work dash in) or that carl's jr cookie (not often, but too often for my own good). But worst of all (that seems to be driving this) is that feeling of hopelessness, like black tentacles reaching up from the abyss I'm looking into as I wonder if it's all worth the effort I put out if I can't get anyone to even look at getting things fixed.

Maybe I was never meant to get further than this...

Alone, hurt, ignored and yelling at the wind..

The wind doesn't care.

OK, geez that might of been a bit melodramatic.
103,3 kg Bisher verloren: 7,7 kg.    Still to go: 1,2 kg.    Diät befolgt: Recht gut.
Zunahme von 2,9 kg pro Woche


Kommentare 
*whoosh* I do care *whoosh* don't give up *whoosh* buy some treats, divide them into 100 calorie portions in sealed bags, and keep one bag in your car or briefcase so it'll be there when you're craving a cookie or donut. *whoosh* 
07 Jun 17 vom Mitglied: RoeCocoa
You might have a poetic knack for penning country songs, featuring carbs where other tunes use booze. I would buy those albums! 
04 Aug 17 vom Mitglied: T8U9

     
 

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