This past March(2017) I had a little baby boy who passed away a few days after he was born. Losing him has been the hardest thing I've had to deal with in my entire life. I guess I am focusing on my weight to keep my mind off of what happened. With him I got up to 234 my highest weight I've ever been. I decided that after I had him I was going to step my game up and lose all the weight. I am down to 199 at this very moment. Which is about 35 pounds off. I plan on being 135 by this time next year. I’m 23 years old.